I am fake.
I am greedy
I am selfish
And insecure
I am rotting
I am dying
There's nothing for me
Not anymore
You are growing
You are learning
You are searching
And you will find
what you are seeking
And you will thank me
When you do
I am insane
I hear voices
I taste blood
I bite my ulcers
until they bleed
I burn insects
and love the smell
You are feeling
You are touching
You are tasting
You are researching
You will discover
You are kind
And everything you touch
Is a part of you.
I am thirsty
I am hungry
But my body
Rejects nutrition
I am burning
I am freezing
I am boring
I am lost
But soon you will change
And soon I will show you
Why it had to be this way
